It's summer holiday! *___* (since the may 31st, for me)

But I don't know where I'll go the next year. It's sure, my school accept me for the next year in BTS Visual Communication (option: multimedia), but I will prefer to study it in a famous school in Paris.
This school is "Olivier de Serres", and I'm 18e on their waiting list. It means that I must wait 18 people abandon their place in this school. Nevertheless, I hope always... They can call me even in september... But search an apartment in Paris in this period it's impossible...
My future is very woolly .___.

But I have no time to think about it! I have a summer job: I work in a fast food (Mac Donald's). I began this week. It's very hard for the moment. I hope I will do better .__. I don't want to get fired so fast. ^^''
Because of this job I had to dye my hair in black (they didn't want a girl with pink hair ^^''' ) and I can't go to Japan Expo (6-7-8 july). I'm sad... I would like to see Hakuei. .____.

Moreover I can't draw, or finish my drawing 'cause all my art materials stayed in my apartment in Chaumont (the city where I study)

Most of my friends will go in Japan in august... I'm going to be alone... ç__ç (as always in fact)

My cat had a tumour. The vet operated him Wednesday. I hope it was not a cancerous tumour...


All things in my life seems to be bad. It's in these moments I realize that I've nothing and nobody. Maybe it's my fault if I'm in this situation?...
In conclusion: lately, I'm depressed


I would like something good happens to me, at least once in my stupid life.
I want a ray of sunshine in my life! ...... ._______.
I will always hope it.
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Friends


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Sorry for my wrongly English and my lazyness to finish my works... and to post journal entries... ._____.